Its funny, ive spent the last 4 years desperately trying to get out and now that im out, i just want it to keep going. As much as there were struggles, i didn’t enjoy it as much and as early as i wish i had.
Im never going to see some of those people again. All the familiarity I’ve subconsciously dealt with is over. Gone. I all i have is a few memories, too many regrets, and a mixed bucket of emotions.
Im not normally the kind of kid to get emotional about this shit, but i don’t know how i feel. Im upset, I’m extremely disappointed and i feel a little empty. Im more upset then happy high schools over with. I never thought id see things this way but i guess ive changed too.
Im excited to start my own life. I just hate change. And theres alot of new changes now. Some i dont think im ready to deal with. Im happy, but at the moment i dont know what else i am.
Anyways, im gonna go and try to ease my mind a bit. Pce tumblr.
Maybe I just need to.get some weed and bust out my bong haven’t used it in months